FINDING PURPOSE If you told me 5 years ago that I will become a single mother, I would definitely tell you otherwise. I am led to share this story with you. In January of 2016, I had a medical abortion. The fetus had some abnormal complications and the doctors saw it best for me to abort it. I was 4 months pregnant. That journey was a rough one as I was not yet a born-again Christian. However, I believed in God. During the months after that I couldn't cope with the loss and I kept questioning why it had to happen. Why my first child? Why me? I didn't seek counseling to deal with the loss and I would constantly be crying or thinking about it. I had prayed to God asking him to bless me with another child. In November 2016, I found out I was pregnant again and this time it was with my ex who was in another relationship at the time. He answered my prayer but not in the way that I would expect. During pregnancy, I had to get used to doing things on my own as ...